Me and my concert buddies for the day! ^^ 

Shayne, me and Rudy =D

I look kinda dumb… lol oh well… good memories! This was taken before everything started and it got dark. =]

The school semester is now over and I am in that ooone week before I go back to school. I had to ship off to Nicaragua to get my wisdom teeth removed since it’s too expensive to do it in the states. So here I am.

Weeell, before I had to go, I went to that super amazing/awesome A Day To Remember and Rise Against concert in the Sunset Cove Amphitheater in Boca. It was sooooo much fun! I went with Rudy and Shayne. We all had a great time! Well, unfortunately, Rudy got hurt, but I think he’ll be alright. It’ll heal. =] I just got a couple small bruises and I don’t know of Shayne’s physical status. He seemed fine. He enjoyed the mosh pits, and I enjoyed a small/underdeveloped circle pit. ^^ I ran into my friend Chris from calculus class too. 

Awwwsome concert! I didn’t take any photos of ADTR since I was in the front and it was way too crazy to whip out my phone, but I got some a few pics during Rise Against. This one is my favorite:

I just love that some dude’s feet are in the air… lol

What an awesome night! ^^!!

I have massive projects due tomorrow and I procrastinated until the day before to get them done. Why? Because I’m Alex and that’s what I do. lol I want to just blast my music in my head and get shit done! Serious business! 

The last time I blasted my music in this lab, all the classmates all ganged up on me and started making fun of me saying that I’m going to lose my hearing. Total buzz kill. I was in such a good mood that day too. I don’t know why I bothered to listen to them. I should have just cranked up the music even louder and ignored them. That would have made more sense. I lowered the volume or took an ear piece out just to listen to their criticism? That doesn’t make any sense. I’m an idiot sometimes. They bummed me out that day. 

Rudy used to do the same thing… he would tell me how everyone would give him weird looks at work for doing the same thing. He would have been on my side if he were there with me that day. God, I miss him. He would have been like “pft… fuck them, Alex.” And just jammed with me. They don’t get it… geology nerds. lol I don’t fit in with these people. That’s why I was so happy when I became friends with Katherine. I thought she was like me… but she’s been really stressed out lately, so I don’t really have my friend right now. *sigh*

I miss having my friend… I missed my friend even when we were still talking. I really want to see ADTR with him. I keep thinking about it and it only feels right when he is the person standing next to me. I want to ask him to come with me still… but I’m afraid it will be awkward… … … *sigh* If only he knew. I want to tell him everything, but I don’t know if it would do more harm than good. I’m not worth all this bullshit. He knows me so well… he should know that I’m not. He’s better off without me in his life, but I’m so fucking selfish. I want my friend. I refuse to let him go… I ran away… fuck… fuck it… he’s better off not knowing.

Anyway. I shouldn’t be thinking about this right now. I have a lot to get done today. I need to focus. Finals are coming up. Every semester it’s one thing or another that comes up in the end of the semester that distracts me. I can’t let this happen again. My GPA has been falling. I need to get my shit together.

Fuck off, tumblr. I have work to do. >/

FUCUS!

hehe

Holy… shit… did I have a godly good time tonight!!!!!!!!!!!

I went to the Of Mice and Men concert with Email, Jose, and Rudy. Oh my GOD I had the best time!!!!!

I was so close to the stage! I touched Austin Carlile’s shoe… I held his hand… I touched his hair… his fucking sweat was showering me! Had the most amazing time! I was being looked after by my boys the whole night, too… they’re so sweet… =3

OMG! And I got an official, partially used, OM&M bass guitar pick!!!! So fucking awesome!!!!!!!!!! I’ll be posting all my pictures tomorrow. Tonight, I just want to go to sleep. ^^;; So tired…

Best way to top off the night… Email, Jose and I went to Denny’s and they dropped me off at home. They both came in for a little while… and when they left… Email gave me a really big goodbye hug… <3<3<3<3<3 Best hug I’ve had in a long time… <3<3<3<3<3

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