My recent experiences have shed a lot of light on a few things in my life. I feel like I learned a lot about myself through my most recent relationship. To be quite honest, I am very grateful it happened because I don’t know if I would have learned these lessons otherwise. I feel like I am growing as a person. The fact that I am able to take these events, reflect on them, and learn from them is refreshing.

I am where I am today because of the series of events that have transpired. I don’t think where I am right now is in any way some type of Utopia, though. It is far from perfect and I actually find myself faced with numerous problems at the moment, but I think everything will be okay. It won’t be easy, and I have a lot of work/catching up to do ahead of me, but that’s okay. I just… I want to be okay. I’m going to work with what I have and make the best of things. 

I guess I’m just LEARNING. And knowing that feels really good. 

A special turn of events has made me quite bitter this Valentines Day. Oh joy. This is new.